~[[K@mPOngTinG}}~ ^o*

fantastic life!

2011-07-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

Holiday ^Q^

no books, no lectures note, no prac, no assignments, no stress...

wowowo~~

this kind of life is awesome!

results has been released last few days

i can do better than this!

arghh!!!!

but my parent are quite happi wif wat i got.....

anyways.....

must work harder next time!

same as previous sem break

back to my lovely hometown

enjoy the Hotness

enjoy the humid

enjoy all those delicious foodsss

of course

enjoy staying at home

hide in the air-con room

watching tv show

reading newspaper

sleep when i feel tired

eat when i feel hungry

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

really really.....

don feel like going back to adelaide

ADELAIDE... BLECKKKK!!!!!!!

:)

2011-06-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

unknown.

2011-06-03T10:35:00.000-07:00

第三个一百天

还是很有感觉

疯了我

EXAM! ARGGHH

2011-06-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

Final exam is approaching

one word

STRESS!

seriously, not really well prepared

still have lot to study and understand

i know i am real far bhind

i muz work harder now

exactly 1 month

i will be back to Jaybee for my winter break ^^

stay tune peeps.......

走不到最后了吗...?!

2011-06-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

放下面前的书

写写一下我的blog吧

最近不知道怎么了

心情很复杂

不知道要怎么说

也不知道要从哪说起

很乱咯~

最近一直都会想起他

我是不是疯了阿

他这样对我

我还想他干嘛阿

有时真的很想去幢墙

好让我的头脑坏掉

或者是让我选者性失意

我很强

从以前天天哭

到现在只有点小流泪

我进步很多了

昨天

看了我们所有的回忆

眼泪不听话的流了下来

不抹泪

痛快地哭

把大大的想念哭出来

好想问

“你好吗？”

“工作怎么样啊？”

“有什么新的目标啊？”

但是有一些话

是我不能够让他知道的

只能好好的藏在我的心里

感情不能勉强

但它也太惨忍了

这伤太重，太深

结疤了

有时还是会痛

什么时候才会不痛呢？

after a month...

2011-05-27T22:20:00.000-07:00

friendship star

I miss u guys ^^

i need this start for my coming exam

my lucky star

a brand new day

"i hope time will prove everything...."

free to write

2011-04-17T10:17:00.000-07:00

yeah

having my mid term break now

giving myself some relax, and enjoyable life for 1 week

then put myself back onto the track for the 2nd last week of the holiday

I have had a wonderful and memorable relationship before

it was so colourful and it coloured my life

i love him more and more with day

i felt more and more sweet with minutes

just by simple flashing back

i was too childish as being a girlfriend

and Soo unbelievable that he can bear with me for such a long time

Once he requested for breaking up

no matter how much of the unwillingness

I must let him go

I know i m not the one who can suit him

we are free now

setting up wif our new life

I am buzy with my uni life

enjoying my lab work

eventhough it is soo damn hard and extremely stressful

but i know I can Do it perfectly!

telling to myself that "kangfengting, Speed up, and fight!"

jiayou jiayou !! ^Q^

2011-04-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

dada~~ short fringe more suit me.

It's my life recording

even though my current life is so damn STRESSFUL

i m trying to get some fun in my life now

I did really bad for my test last week..

did whole question wrong.

feel vy fedup....

but i know. it was my fault

i din read the question careful..

T.T

anyway....

juz forget it.

what is wrong with this pic......?!

such a bad quality.......

An enjoyable NITE out with sis and bro.......

we ate , we chit chat............^Q^

we accidentally found a interesting shop.....

MY favorite!

Indulgence PLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!! wowo!

HAD so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!

A short picture entry...

THE END. ^^

somewhere,sometime...my smile appeared

2011-04-07T08:27:00.000-07:00

Where i live and settle down in adelaide

Goodwood road

A vy good suburb

it near by the city

however, it takes approx. 30 minutes to the city in peak hrs

but it take only approximately 8mins to the city in offpeak hrs

reasons i like this place So much

** chicken house near by my house

the chips there.... fantastic!!!!!

** pharmacy

** bookshops

** Organic food store

** Foodland ( a small giant)

**library

**near by the Mc donald, woolworth, Big W at stop 9

** important...... EGGLESS

my favourite dessert cafe!

the ICE lemon tea there......AWESOME

HAPPI friday!

class ended at 4pm

setting up myself.....

let"s go WET

after a vy delicious Italian cuisine!

some shot while we r waiting for the bus!

obviously...

my bro is becoming fatter!

38 with Yeewei at cocolat bean!

**my favourite BACI with chocalate soap! wowo

Seriously! i hate my long fringe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY my breakfast in the sunny SUNDAY!

**felica..... My favourite cafe for a cup of tea, hot chocalate, and of course...their bread is soo damn nice

THE end! ^Q^

PS** i hv cut off my ugly fringe...WOWO!!!

youger look again!

DANGER!!

2011-04-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

it's week 6!

same things

practical, practical and practical

my life is stack with practicalssss now

practical makes me neglected the revision of other subjs.

and now....soo many reading is left behind there for me to finish up...

no time....no time.....

i need more times...

thing have to be done before mid term break

chemistry report- due 15/4

genetics assignment- due 14/4

stats test- 15/4

prac A report- due 20/4

thing catch up during the break

genetic reading

EAC reading

Chemistry reading

I muz complete everything including the READING during the break!!!!!!!!!!!

JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

life for smile ^^

2011-03-31T07:15:00.000-07:00

wowo

had finally pass a week

a buzy week

So happy that i have done 3 practicals. and 5 more lefts!

gogogo..KANG FENG TING

Just a random post.

i m totally set myself free for tonight,since i have suffered enough for the past few days.

i enjoy my dinner with my sibling, we chat much!

i enjoy listening to the music

i enjoy reading the book

just get myself relax for juz a nite! does i take it for granted? hehe

Although it is such a BUZY semester for me

i do feel emo in the first few weeks.

i complaint with the lot of practicals

i emo with lot of assignments

i stress with lot of reading queuing up for me

i even behave stubborn from all these stuff

Because i m so damn tired

i get back home at 6pm everyday.

i must do my report, do the reading for the prac next day EVERY nite

However,

i have realised something

I have actually learnt lot of things in the practicals

i have learnt lot of lab technical skill,which is impossible in the lecture!

I started to enjoy when i was doing the prac.

try to understand the concept behind

try to make my skill to be perfect

Not being emo anymore.

try to love them since they'r fixed there for us

Life is overrated, we gonna work a way out to make it

I LOVE my LIFE

Give yourself a smile, Makes ur day.

cant breath.........

2011-03-27T04:59:00.000-07:00

压力

我

快喘不过气了

好累哦

为什么呢

这一刻

我好想他哦

feeling

2011-03-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

第四个星期了

生活还是一样的忙，一样的累

只想快点忙完

来个舒舒服服的享受

快一年了

很快

回忆起一年前

我们还是开开心心的

我根本没想到我们会这样

一切都好突然

就好像.....那一刻我们在一起一样

都好突然

我...放下了吗？

不知道............

有时候还是会哭

一直问自己做错了什么

但.....我每次都得不到答案

不见他，不联系他

是唯一能让我自己好受一点的方法

叫自己勇敢点

有时很想他

很想跟他说话

想念他的笑容

他的一切

还深深的印在我心里

想忘也忘不了

很蠢吧

还痴痴的爱着一个把我一手甩开的男生

等？

不会......

放手也是一种爱

既然已经答应了分开

就不能一直死皮赖脸的烦他

也知道，这段情.......不可能了

哭！也必需自己躲起来哭到爽

想！也必需自己静静的想

一切的一切....都必需藏起来

我必需知道，从此，我的人生不再跟他有任何的交际

那么久了

我第一次想把我真正的感觉说出来

我不能说给朋友听

更不能说给他听

在这里........没有人会知道

这个藏在我心里的小秘密

为自己打打气！！加油！！！江凤婷

life recording

2011-03-20T03:57:00.000-07:00

回来adelaide已经3weeks了

感觉过了好久

生活也正常了

每天不是读书，还是读书

真是无趣阿~

转了系，虽然说都是有兴趣的

但是变得非常忙

每天practicals...

真是的

真的很累

星期五

最开心了

出去吃东西

把功课放在一边

赫赫

弟弟也来了

有他在比较好玩~ 哈哈

我还是我！

享受当下的生活

cheers.... ^^

才week3

2011-03-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

心情一天比一天还要承重

assignments一个接一个的来

practicals也跟着来

我好累啊

每天生活好紧绷

时时刻刻都对自己说

“江凤婷，你可以的！”

同样的话....一直重复又重复

逼自己不准哭

要坚强的面对

好累

the worst happening

2011-03-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

一个没有照片的post

因为不想放

放了，反而会更加伤心

黑色星期五

地球发威了

日本8.7级地震

引发的海啸

严重的打击我们人类

人心惶惶

没有人知道下一次会发生什么事

发生在哪里

心情到现在都不好

很伤心，很难过

一个个的性命

就这样没了

多么的残酷

那些C还幸灾乐祸

试问

你们开心吗？

我们不是应团结起来

帮助那些灾民吗

看到那么多人牺牲

难道不心痛吗

请你们好好反省！

有很多世界末日的谣言

我不知道是真还是假

怕吗..?!

当然

我也希望这不是真的

但

与其一直在讨论，担心

不如好好的活着

让这人生变得更加精彩

该面对的，我们还是得面对，不是吗？

突然间

好想家

希望永远能跟我家人在一起

就算那天真的到来

我们也要在一起........

婆婆

2011-03-05T06:49:00.000-08:00

看了这照片

眼泪就掉了下来

老婆婆打着电话给他的子女

但电话的另一端却是

"the number u hv dial is not in sevice...."

多么的残忍

想起了我家的婆婆

那个已经返老还童的婆婆

回想起曾经所发成的一切一切

然我看透了很多东西

也看清了一些人

有人会骂

有人会看不下去

但

不管这么样

我们爱的是婆婆

也会越来越疼她

有心者

不做作

以心对人，对方就会感觉到你的爱，你得到的是无与伦比的赞赏

更胜于那些用做作换来的称赞

I LOVE YOU, GRANDMUM!

3rd post in adelaide

2011-03-03T03:33:00.000-08:00

OH YEAH

week 1 has just over vy smoothly

BUT it's the time to fight for this semester NOW

lot lot lot of things have to do throughout this sem

- 3 practicals a week which contribute 5 hrs each.

-uncountable reportsssss

-uncountable assignmentssss

-uncountable reading

30hrs of contact time per week

totally overdue

can i survive successfully???!!!

ehmehmmmm

can tells...

i will be lab expertise after these much practicalss..

hehe

i should really put in lot of afford

I should do my revision regularly

cant be soo last minute!!!!!

Aza aza~~

fighting fighting....!!!!

homesick?!?!

2011-03-02T03:35:00.000-08:00

真是的我

才会来不到三天

昨天就马上网看机票了

很忙啊

很多东西做

真的是累到~~~~~

超级想家的咯

昨天还不习惯

等bus竟然忘记招手

bus就走掉！

也忘了吃午餐

wuuuu~~ TT

daddy mummy i MISS you

我要回家啦

~~~~~~~~~

heart U GUYS!

2011-03-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

i had a Wonderful HOliday.

with my lovely Friendssss

We have lotso FUN

Thanks all

I love u all^^

gathering shirt

we had fun in USS

we hiao

we balia

BUT

we don cares!

Reunion dinner!!!

Friendship Forever! ^o*

can tells, we do change a lot

darling and Me!

Good luck for ur last semester!!!

I miSS you

let's Crazy together

Hot together

Shout together

My gang! Lovely Gang! muackkzzz

smile....

ps:jiajun look sooo weird...

OH YEAH!!!

ROCK

LalaLA....

I miss u guys.....

let's say.........cheeseeee ^^

the end of our fantastic TRIP

friendship star...

Love

I know we cares for each other...

don paiseh.....juz say out......

I LOVE YOU

FUNNY! I love this pic so much

MIss ya

the last but not the end................................

BALIA ANDREW BIEBER

appreciate friend such like you

you bring us fun, and all the happiness..

sincerely.....

I love you very much as a fren....

and i know that our frenship will last forever

as what Jiajun said....you are 我们的开心果

thanks you.

my DEAR DEAR PEONG

u will know.......

ur value in my heart....

i have no need to say much..

i know....u will get mine..rite??hehe

miss ya!

remember....

我们情比金坚

LOVE

THIN JIAJUN

if not mistaken

we only getting know each other more in this break

Our friendship turns closer in a very short time

i appreciate it much

and thanks god for all this

thanks for fetching me here and there without any complaint

I like you

and i feel good whenever with u without any tension

MIss ya

TENG JIE LING

a easy come easy go girl

like to laugh

always laugh

cant stop laughing

you are OUr sunshine..hehe

continue to laugh with ur joyful face...^^

we will meet again SoooOn

work hard ya!

MINI HSIEN YUAN

like to chat with You in msn

i can chat watever i want

because i feel very secured when chating with u

nothing hv to hide

WISH WE CAN ALWAYS CHAT

你是我最珍惜的朋友

SHA SHA VONCHEW

hehe..same same.....

u know how deep our friendship is hor......

soo i don mention here liao ar...hehe

I LOVE YOU

MUACKKZZ

FUNNY QUNLEONG

like to hear you laugh

the special way of laughing...

make us very happy!

thanks you

COOL DONNY

you are very cool

and we seldom chat!

but i can sense that u are a cute type when i seeing you playing with chunpin them.....

Hope that we can be good friend one day later...^^

GAOGUI LEELING

hehe....

hv 严重的洁癖

feel soo stress whenever i go to your place..haha

You are a very nice and friendly girl

no hindu tinggi...good good

great to hv a good fren like U

MISS ya! ^^

dear all

although we are in a different place respectively

BUT

WE WILL MEET AGAIN SOOONNNN^^

FINISH!!

2010-11-21T05:27:00.000-08:00

FINISH!

EXAM is finally OVER

HOLIDAYS ^^

ARHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-10T04:03:00.001-08:00

yeah!
as the pic above

my next paper is process engineering
damn hard!!
22 lecture notes in total.
i hv only finish 14 of them.
8 lecture notes left
and 7 tutorials
3 sets of past exam paper

and my paper is on next monday!
really in hurry!
no time no time......... TT

i m soo tired
and i cant get asleep everynite.
over stress???? hehe

nth much!
study study study

work hard work hard work hard TT

i wish this period can pass soo quickly
i cannot bare with it anymore!

i want home!
HOME!

MY beloved JB!!

**note**
i m fat!
no chocalate anymore!!!!!!!

an Ice-lemon tea, makes my day ^^

2010-11-08T07:01:00.001-08:00

YEAH! so called LIFE

EGGLESS
my favourite!

i can hardly find a good Ice lemon tea since i m here in adelaide
BUT...i m soo lucky
because.....
i hv found an Ice lemon tea which can compare with the one of "lavander"
Eggless's ice lemon tea is damn NICE

and
thanks boss for the encouragement!
i will work hard for my exam!

nothing special to post of
just a random entry

as usual
study study and study

i wish the exam can over quickly

i want my Holidayss....

one down, 2 more to go!

2010-11-06T06:24:00.001-07:00

just finished my first paper today
it's chemistry
quite good for overall, but sadly, i have stacked with some of the small small sub-Q
feel quite sad because i know i m not trying my best
but i have checked through 3 times
anyway....
what has past is just past
i cant do it once again.

next paper

process engineering IIB
seriously, i'm totally lack of confident on this subj.
T.T
my next paper is on 15th,
so hv quite some time for me to revise and work really really hard!!

last paper

thermodynamic
again! another hard subj! haizzz
NVM! i can do it !!!!!!!

soo miss my home now!
cant wait to go back!
^^

STress Out!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-03T06:50:00.000-07:00

stress stress stress!!!
i m soo damn stress NOW
TT

just done the revision of chem..
but don know why...feeling soo weird
haiz..
keep studying, keep doing,keep practicing
really....
WISH i can do really well in chemistry!

yeah! gonna start off abit of thermodynamic tomoro.
since i got only 4 days to study after the second paper

that's the hardest subject! haizzzzzzzz

My life now is totally in dumb!
study everyday
soo stress out

i want my holiday come quicly!

but really...
it's coming real soon...
haha

19 days to go!

and HOME
i m coming BACK!!!

jiayou jiayou kangfengting

Sunday Afternoon

2010-10-23T22:14:00.001-07:00

a relaxing sunday afternoon
stay at home
eating 2 buns,having a cup of english tea
wowo...
enjoyable

seriously
the bloody exam is coming real soon
OMG OMG OMG
nvm! i will definitely beat it down!!
i will be the Winner!

basically, this is a unless entry
with meaningless haha

I MUST start study now!
bye~^^

Importantly!! 29 days to go
i will be at my Lovely HOME!!

无止境的路

2010-10-23T06:03:00.001-07:00

一天兩次忘記你告訴自己
一天三次記得你找到自己
一天四次擦掉你提醒自己
一天五次寫著你我不能自己

一天一百次討厭你規定自己
一天一千次原諒你放縱自己
一天一萬次愛著你告訴自己
每天每一次撕碎的是我的心
我想是我容許你對我的心說GoodBye

哈哈，朋友们，别担心我
我们事
我没有emo

现在的江凤婷
只许开心，不许伤心
绝不能一直活在过去

这就是人生故事书
要有高潮起伏
起起落落
要活出精彩！

前面还有很长的路要走

Full of LOVE

2010-10-21T04:36:00.001-07:00

虽然我的心还是会为了你而跳
一想起你，心脏还是会很有感觉
但
我不想用我们之间的回忆一直套着你，缠着你
甚至占着这些回忆而一直好像要死不活的
我不想要这样
这样，我们的回忆才会是最无价的

转会正题

今天昨晚了这个semester的最后一个test
为了这个test,我拼了老命了我
一直读一直读
就是为了不想再不及格了
今天做得还行
比上次好多多
感谢^^

还有一个星期就swot vac了
太快了太快了
虽然说第一科是我最有把握的chemistry
那也不能因此而懒散
我要继续加油！

今年真的过得好快
好像什么事都没做到
就说要吃汤圆了
神奇

还有4weeks就回家咯
好期待
每次从机场出来，爸爸就会抱起我，然后再加上一个kiss!hehe
妈妈就会感动，然后跟我来个拥抱

朋友都说我是回家佬
一有semester break就一定回家
最早会的是我，最迟回来上课的也是我
赫赫
当然，我真的是很爱待在家
虽然在家也是很无聊没事做
但感觉就是很棒
每天可以看到我爱的人
可以同坐吃饭聊天
这种最简单的生活，是最幸福的
就好象我爸爸工作那么辛苦
但已看到他的孩子都很棒
工作再辛苦，也值得
我妈就是typically成功男人背后的女人
家庭主妇
把家，把孩子都打理得很好
我爸还有什么好嫌的啊！
哈哈
只能说他太幸运了

最后
考试要到咯！
加油加油
fighting fighting
江凤婷！！

monday

2010-10-18T07:13:00.001-07:00

星期一
十点去上chemistry
然后在library读书读到3点
回家
二姐达来说要吃KFC
就出去
吃完回到家
在三姐的房间看戏
看到12点

很好~
没动到书
后悔
惭愧
今天的懒散
明天双倍的付出！
天啊~
为什么要有test ar~
test test test~~ TT

很开心的是
明天就是最后的chem prac咯
真开心
不会那么stress了
因为前面几个都做到不错
及格了！yeah! ^^

但不开心的是
拿回process engineering的test了
很差！40/100
很伤心！
因为我花了很多时间和精力
但....徒劳无功:(
气馁！

星期四又有一个test
希望能做好！

还有2weeks就swot vac了
很快~

加油加油！！！

江凤婷！

往前走

2010-10-16T00:35:00.001-07:00

快7个月了
很快
从单恋，到相爱，到分手，到回单恋
很长很长的时间

象问他.
你好吗？
过的怎样？
功课怎么样？
遇到了什么有趣事？
很多很多

有时候会很想他
没有人聊天时，很想打给他
有时候会想到发狂
有时候会想到哭
有时候会想到笑
想念时就看看我们的回忆，翻翻他送我的东西
哭了哭
整理心情，继续往前走
哭过就好

曾经想过要忘了他
刻意deleted他的facebook
因为不想知道他的近况
把电话号码删掉
因为想忘记他的号码
但越是想忘的，却会记得最清楚

不痛，真的不痛了
有句老话真的很准
“放手也是一种爱”
因为爱他，当他要求分手后
我应该成全他
因为爱他
所以让他走
因为爱他
决定不介入他的现在的生活
因为爱他
所以我每天为他祈祷
因为爱他
所以希望他现在要快乐
因为爱他
所以祝福他

誉庆
虽然我们还是分开了
快5年的感情，没了
我曾伤心难过
你也说不要因为你而哭了，因为不值得
好，我不哭，我不痛，我不伤心了
我从来都没恨过你，真的
我现在okay了，真的
虽然不能继续我们的故事
但我很庆幸我们曾一起制造故事
我会永远记得我们这本故事书。
你要快乐，要幸福.ok?!

加油！

江凤婷

just a peaceful ones^^

2010-10-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

well well
dont want to post something sad anymore

time is passing so damn fast
semester 2 of year 2010 gonna ended soon
with full of memories
sadness
happiness
cheerfulness
also
i have grown up abit larrr.hehe

3 more weeks to Swot vac
seriously
i m abit slack for this sem
due to some courses problem
however
i trust my father god
i leave everything to him
and he will decide for me at the end
wat i need to do is
CONCENTRATE on my study
and do well in my exam!

hehe
also
i will be back Soon!
on 22/11
sooo excited!

FIghting fighting! ^^

just praying:
dear my father lord
thanks for giving me this opportunity to study oversea
thanks for bring me to ocf and bring my life alight
thanks to keep my family over in mas healthy
please give me ur strength
your arm
your power
and show me the light
the path
for my coming exam
pray in jesus name
Amen.

再难，还是得放下

2010-10-02T09:12:00.000-07:00

真的不知道要怎么说再见
我还以为我可以很潇洒
我还以为我可以不心痛
我还以为我可以撤撤底低的说再见
但其实我是弱者
我还是心痛了
我还是流泪了

那些他说过太好听的话
一脱口就过期了
我一直很放心的跟他在一起
我一直认为我们会天长地久
我一直认为他会永远爱我
但
我把那一切想得太美好了
而成为了我最大的败笔

但现在也至少看清了
其实
他也没有很爱我
5年的感情
可以说没有就没有了

这些日子
还是会流泪
但我却说不出有多难挨
那种通
无法形容

当天
我们说了再见
但那个再见
对我来说
太难了
他先转身离开
而我，一直望着他的背影
直到他离开
在我的眼前消失
我哭了很久很久

一直对自己说
结束了
该放下了
但我很失败
到现在
到此刻
我还会为了他流泪
为了他心痛

我没在等他
我知道我们结束了
没机会了

对他的爱无法收回
就用我对他的这份爱意
祝福他

我只希望他现在过得很好
为他的人生努力

加油！誉庆

怎么了我

2010-09-24T05:27:00.000-07:00

我真的是该打
很该打
因为
我又想他了

明明就把他的电话号码删了
为什么到现在我还能记得那么清楚呢
一直好想问问他现在好不好
但我都没勇气

现在，每当别人问我
“ei，fengting,你对他还有感觉吗.."
我都不知道要怎么回答
如果说"感觉"可以说没有就没有的话
那我现在应该交新男友了吧

我说我放下了，不在乎了
但我那份满满的情意却一直在那里作祟

但我知道
我们因太了解而分开
他对我说过
在一起久了，太了解对方了，那爱情就是丑陋的
他也对我说过
没有永远不变的爱情

从这段感情
我学到了很多
其中包括爱情的现实

我跟他说过我们可以做朋友
但我还是逃避了
我彻底的逃避他
我们现在是
最熟悉的陌生人
他不找我
我也不找他

2am

2010-09-15T09:23:00.000-07:00

Well
it's 2am now
i m still awake
screwed myself in process engineering
i looked at the questions
and nothing come out
i tried
but got wrong answer

i feel that i m such a useless fellow
the first time
i feeling in this way

the first time
i m stuck for whole nite
when i m doing my homework

the first time
i feel soo helpless

the first time
i feel like to give up of my study

i keep telling myself that
"well,just for this semester, i can then transfer to another program"
but
pls..
i Muz do At lest pass in both engineering courses

what i can do

PRAY
i PRAY sincerely to my Father lord
please lead me
please give me ur strength
show me your light
show me My way
Help me
Hold me
i pray with all my heart
and pray in jesus name
Amen

i want my confident back

right now
my mood is terribly
super down

i Miss home

HeRo DADdY ^^

2010-09-09T07:47:00.001-07:00

yeah! 10th of september.
a very important date
it's my hero daddy's birthday!!!

again.... i cannot be able to be with him to celebrate his birthday
however, my heart is always with him^^
i m really thanks god that giving me such a GOOD father
i m a most fortunate girl... coz i have a dad who is willing to show all of his love to US
he work vy vy hard
for only one reason
to build his family more and more sweet and warmth
to educate his children
provides all the best for his family

he never scold me
he never can me
instead
he always hug me
he always kiss me
he always get fun with me

“爸，回来料啊，吃饭~” this is a phrase i MUST tell him once i saw him back from work for the entire day.
i know... by doing so...he will feel SUPER warmth
sometime..i m just being sooo like a little kid... keep look outside the window.....looked forward the moment he get back home...
i have given him a big worried.
he is vy worry me to become mad from studying
he is vy worry that i cry again bcoz of studying
I KNOW..he is vy vy vy worrying ME
and i feel really sorry to him:(

Anyway.........it's my super man 's birthday

nothing much...JUST have a dept wishes for him^^

I LOVE MY DAD!!!

saturday BluE

2010-09-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

是怎样

现在的心情超差的

不知不觉睡到下午三点

是被暴风雨吓醒的==

时间真的过得好快
一下子就说要mid term break 了
真的什么都还没准备好

总觉得我做得还不够多
觉得自己还不够努力

开始慢慢的不喜欢参学校的朋友了
开始厌恶了他们的所作所为
我不会再多说什么

真是的
心情真的是差到极点

2010-09-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

Super tak boleh tahan with my Extremely THICK hair NOW!
dare not to have a hair cut in adelaide, and i never go for hair cut in australia!

So, i probably keep my hair until the next time back in malaysia...No matter how messy is it... JUST TIED IT UP~~haha

KkK... JUST finished thermodynamic test today....
did quite badly....
might fail..........seriously.!:(
but i m still feel okay..coz i really put in lot of affort......So i fail with PROUD! wahaha

hehe...

JUST brought LG lollipop 2 from china...
BUT.... it cant be used in australia due to the network problem...... :( how how how sad!!!
So, i m selling this phone on ebay... WISH someone is interested and BUY IT!

week 6 gotta over soOn....
week 7 is approaching ahead..... Oh NO!!!

same phase......

WORK HARD..WORK HARD...WORK HARD!!!!!!

it's week 6

2010-08-31T05:55:00.000-07:00

AIKSsss~~~ i m so damn stress!
both thermodynamic and process engineering are killing me :(

I have just studied all 10 of the lecture notes.
i found that i cant understand after strike hrsss of studied!

First time...this is my first time facing such Situation
confident toward these subj bcoming lesser and lesser.... TT

it's september! HurrayYyy..

Happy thing:

@ my hero DAddy's birthday is coming soon!
@my little niece gotta birth sooN!
@gonna get my new handphone sooN!
@mid term break is coming!!

unhappy thing:

@test test test !!!
@Exam exam counting down!!

planned to go back home on 20/11
but bcoz i hv to stay at here for my transferring matter.... my flight postpone till sometime during december...
how sad sad sad!!!!!!! BUT no choice... i hv decided to transfer the program.
god bless Me...and pls lead me~ Amen. :)

My fighting Period is start Now!

fight fight fight.......!!!!!!!

worry

2010-08-29T06:00:00.000-07:00

真的很不明白

为什么爱情总会让人无法自拔呢？

看着我身边的人，有的为爱而感到开心幸福，有的却不开心不幸福
是个非常残忍的对应，但这却是个事实

我不能把我的爱情观套在所有人身上
但当我看着他们一步步地越陷越深，我真的好怕....好怕有一天他们会受到伤害
但身为旁观者，我不能多说什么....
毕竟，感情这事，外人是不能插手的

但如果是家人呢？

问题已经清清楚楚地摆在眼前了
她选者视而不见
而我却很为她担心
我很明白她爱他，比他爱她爱来的还要深
我也很清楚，她为他流了多少泪
但身为姐妹的我，无法为她做些什么

最近，大家知道了一件事
她很伤心
今天一整天呆在房里，什么也不吃
我不知道要怎么帮她

我选择不烦她
我非常了解她现在的心情

我也伤心过，失意过
我也不吃过
我也以泪洗脸过

我真的很希望她能够振作起来....

gives thanks

2010-08-27T21:10:00.000-07:00

IT's saturday after a week of struggled.!

WORK HARD FOR THIS SEMESTER!

THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST SEMESTER I STAY IN ENGINEERING

FEEL QUITE DEPRESSING AND CONFUSING

AM I MAKING A CORRECT DECISION??!!

HAHA....

ANYWHERE......

JUST FILL IN THE TRANSFER APPLICATION FORM FIRST

SEE HOW IS THIS SEMESTER GOES.....

THANKS DAD AND MUM

I KNOW BOTH OF U ARE WORRYING ABOUT ME

EVERYTIME I CALLED BACK, THE VERY FRIST SENTENCE FROM DAD..." TING, R U OK?? DON FEEL SOO STRESS...OK?!.."

FEEL SOOO WARMTH....:)

CHEERRRSSSS..^^

i m who am i

2010-08-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

it's week 5 ! Hi 5 ! give me 5 !

struggling with my study
taking a damn hard course in this semester-thermodynamics! it is sooo shit!
have a test on it next week havent revise it YET! I can do it ！ i can do it!! god bless ME

as what i wrote on my facebook
" he gives my the strength to move on n on~"
somebody ask me, who that person is...
answer................secret!

it has been about 5 months since i broken out with him
at first, i was damn sick. i thought of dying. i lost my motivation in life. i lost my smile....on on...and on
after met him, I m totally released.

now. my smile has regained, my motivation has re-built

i have a happy life now

without a boyfriend

cheers! ^^

2010-08-04T04:21:00.001-07:00

哭了......

fengting's

2010-08-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

juz came back from malaysia
all of the stress-ness are come back to me

i'm feeling really stress
even though the uni was only started for 1 week

I might give myself to much stress

I miss my life when i was back home

:(

hv a super long prac tomoro!

凤婷曰

2010-07-31T07:41:00.000-07:00

朋友们都会问我“凤婷，你okay吗？”
我呢....就会淡淡的回说“ okay 啦"
当时的我，其实很不okay...只是真的很不想让朋友担心

但现在的我
真的okay了 :)

一个月的假期就这样过了
回malaysia一个月的日子
真的是很舒服
什么都不用管

昨天一早到adelaide
回家放了行李，洗了澡，就赶去学校了
做了一个5小时的practical

晚上回到家就马上unpack行李
整理一下房间

看着我的书桌
心里好挣扎
脑力就回想起之前几个semester的痛苦，都是在这个位子进行的
现在，有回到了这个位子
一个摆满了notes的桌子
压力....不知不觉又回来了

加油!!

fengting 曰

2010-07-25T07:55:00.000-07:00

我们不知道下一秒会发生什么事
很多事是由不得我们决定的
当它必须发生时，我们不能阻止
他终会悄悄得来,突击我们
是很难受
但这都是考验

不要埋怨
不要恨

每件发生的事
都有它的理由

让我们成长的机会

虽然很不愿意接受
但还是要去接受

这不表示放弃

而是用另一种方法去面对和对待

要朝着自己的目标前进

作不让自己后悔的事

也许中间会遇到瓶颈

但别怕

要相信自己

我
会加油！

too much

2010-07-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

results are finally released

started to ask myself
"what do i actually want"

hide too much things in my heart
these things bringing me gone lost

trying vy best to let everything go
trying vy best to forget everything

was hurt every end

静

2010-07-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

冷静的夜
坐在电脑前
不知道要干嘛

每天
心都好像空空的
做事心不在焉
心情起伏不定
这样的自己...过得好累哦

奢望

想

2010-07-10T09:55:00.000-07:00

好累的一天
马来西亚的空气不好
一回到这里喉咙和眼睛一直很痒。好难受~

回到我熟悉的地方
但是我和他变得好不熟悉

我要让自己接受分手的事实

我很想他....但是不想打扰他

去到那里
做每件事
我满脑子都是他
但是....都会叹了叹气.....逼自己不能再想他了

untitle

2010-07-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

今天和姐姐去了city square
心情很郁闷，也很承重
无论我走到哪里
回忆就一幕幕的呈现在我脑海里
太多太多的回忆
在一个地方
让我觉得好无奈

就这样

2010-07-07T10:18:00.000-07:00

与2家...还是最温暖的
上学期发生了太多事情
心情非常的不好
在整理心情的同时,还要搞好功课
那段时期，我真的好辛苦

我鼓励自己
不让自己就这样倒下

不想笑，还是要笑
不想出门，还是逼自己出门

想哭, 逼自己忍着泪水

妈妈说为什么不哭，为什么要忍

我不知道

我知道我埋藏了很多事情在我心里
我曾向人说过
但得到的却是冷漠无情的回应

但最后，我选择不说
因为我知道，说了也不用
还是会不开心

现在唯一能使我开心的是跟家人在一起的时刻
我什么都不说
他们也不逼我说
我很自在

对于朋友
我很抱歉
我不接你们的电话，不连络你们
真的很不好意思
现在的我
对于外界有了很大的恐惧
我不知道怎么垮出这一步
我也不想面对大家
我不知道要怎么接近家人以外的人
对不起~
但你们放心~ 我会好的~也会振作

对于他
我不话说
为他流了很多眼泪
为他做了很多傻事
当我要忘了他时
才发现，其实我办不到
因为我已把我的心交了给他
现在他把它丢掉了
我也找不回来了
正如同.......心死了，以前的江凤婷，也找不回来了

谢谢大家
也很对不起让大家担心了

............

2010-07-03T09:22:00.000-07:00

怎么样的消失才不会让人心痛.......
我
好
辛
苦

home home HOME

2010-06-29T06:13:00.001-07:00

WAy back Home!!

hv finally finish my exam Lo

going back home tomoro! wohohoho~

see you guys soon...muahzzzz

Hope

2010-06-24T09:08:00.001-07:00

what's this picture link u guy to?!?!!?
i like this picture so much
it is indirectly send me a massage of Hope
Hope for life...
Hope for everything....

with a hope
good or not?

with hope for something which is uncertain
is that so called "self blinded"?
choose to escape from the reality rather then facing them?

keep finding some funny excuse just to let urself feel good?
what for?

how come?

i miss you 6.28

tearing Love

2010-06-22T10:12:00.001-07:00

凌晨3点钟...还不睡，在干嘛呢？

在想一个人

记得第一次见面
我就对他好有感觉

当时，我好喜欢和他说话
每天期待去上学

他
是我第一个真正爱上的男生

但这份爱一直藏在我心里
直道那一天

我们在一起了

从此

我和他
拥有了幸福

我和他
拥有了快乐

我和他
拥有了很多很多很美好的时光

而

他
让我一天比一天的还要爱他

他
使我打开了心房，让他住了进去

他
给了我无比的温暖

虽然

他
很木纳

他
很大意

但

他
很简单

而这份简单
让我觉得很窝心

我常常问他：“ ei, 你有多爱我？”
他总是回答不了
我会假装生气
而他那哄我的样子
让我觉得
我好幸福

当然

我和他
有不愉快

我和他
会吵架

往往都是我无理取闹
我好后悔
因为他都是那个先说“对不起”的人
我好心痛

中学毕业后

我到澳洲，他到新加坡

他
拥有了他的理想，目标

他
很努力

但是

我
每天都很想他

爱他的那个心，没有因为这样而减少

我
每天秉持着他的爱，努力做每件事
因为，我知道，他会支持我，鼓励我
而他的爱，围绕着我

他就像是我的太阳
照耀着我，温暖着我
所以，就算他不在我身边
我还是能感觉到他的爱

看着他为他的目标而累，疲劳
我真的好心痛
我好想叫他放弃
但是我知道他不会
因为这是他的对自己的挑战
所以，我支持他

当他说到他喜欢的东西时
我都会静静的，看着他的眼睛...听他讲述
所以我就能够记得他说的话
记在心里

而现在

我和他
没有了幸福
没有了爱

我和他
在一夜之间
变成了最最最最熟悉的陌生人

他
在一夜之间
变了

他
不再是我的他

他
就这样
放开了我的手

我
哭

我
很无助

我
一直问自己“ 这是为什么” 为什么.......

我
很无奈

有人说
时间能够淡化一切

但

我发现

我没有一天停止想念他

我发现

我还是很爱他

我很少和他说到我内心想对他说的话
现在的我....因此感到很遗憾
我从没对他说过他对我有多重要
我从没对他说过，其实每次在机场要离开时...我都难过到半死，因为真的很舍不得他
我从没对他说过，看到他辛苦，劳累...我有多心痛
我从没对他说过，其实每次看到他，都好想抱他
很多很多很多...............................................

但
我没机会了

那一晚
我说我会尊重他
我会放手
而在那晚........
我彻彻底底的哭
我的心真的很痛很痛很痛...

此刻

我打着这篇文章
泪水，从眼角流下
想着他，想着我们的一点一滴
真的只能笑着哭

I miss You 6.28

WORK in PROGRESS.............

2010-06-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

Oh no... why am i soo free here typing this post?!?!?!

A good rest makes works more efficiency

how is my revision going.........??!!!

maths:
done 6 sets of the past exam papers. shouldnt be a problem. but need practice more...as what ppl said... Practice makes perfect

Chemistry:
consider okay. done past year papers and the tutorial questions. Will revise once again on thursday

Biology:
doing its 2nd round.... be more prepared and more understanding the concept behind. went through the past exam papers. feel quite okay... left last bit of the section..it's Protein synthesis. ANd will start revise this bit tomoro.

Intro. to pharm. eng:
hvt started revise it yet. coz it is a final paper..and is a 2 hr paper...quite okay for it.

what to do next.........?????

Continue to study.........................

i miss you. 6.28

OH nO

2010-06-11T08:08:00.001-07:00

EXAM!

exam is just approaching the corner real Soon

i have being lazy for this 2 days
was vy vy vy tired

coz i was stayed up till late at nite last few daysss
juz to finish my revision of chemistry as soon as possible
so i can start revise maths this week and FINISH by this sunday!
HOPEFULLY

as what i said in previous post

I M DAMN STRESS OUT NOW

by additionally, My emotion is swing swing swing this 2 days

i cried....and my mood is soo down that i can hardly breath

I know i cant bring personal emotion on me in this SERIOUS period
I have tried vy hard not to think N not to bother

I MUST now be like this

exam comes first at this moment

I m quite worry of my maths
i m not pro in maths
HELPSSSS

yea! continue to revise maths tomoro!!!

I know i cant stay strong..BUT i HAVE TO...at least......for this moment until my last paper is finish!

I miss you 6.28

EXAm Blue =='

2010-06-10T08:02:00.001-07:00

Stress Stress!!! very very Stress NOW!!!
i have basically revised both chem and bio
and plan to revise back bio during swot vac..and swot vac is officially ON next week

I m doing nth for today
feel sooo tired....been stayed up till late at night last few days
keep practicing maths...
i m suppose to do my revision today
but.......
i hv no more energy to continue
I juz want a good rest

my first paper is on next saturday
it's biology

time flied
my year 1 is going to end soon
and i m stepping into year 2
really really really fast

anywhere
I M totally MOody now

Exam BLue ==

I gonna shout
i gonna play hard
i gonna relax
i gonna slack off
RIGHT after my LAST paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss you 6.28

Lost

2010-06-08T09:07:00.001-07:00

walking alone in the country side
how is the person feel?
lonely? sad? enjoy? or doesnt matter?

people is hardly adapt to be alone
even though they are thought to

i don like to be alone
when i m alone
i will start to think negatively and i will become vy vy emo

u know,
i hv lost my smile
N i cant show that there does a matter on me
I muz pretend to be strong

my heart is bleeding N tearing

nth much.......i really hate myself who behave like this

who like to be alone?!?!

don want to talk much

wat i can say is...this is not my year

soo many things happened in a sudden
N made me cant take it N can hardly accept

will sometime asked myself that....wat's wrong with me! wat had i done wrong?
BUt...nth come out....there is no answer replied

i m sooo tired!

cry?!??! no more tear
N i m tired from crying
the ONLY way that i relieve myself from all those pain and sadness was gone
No more cry~ tear is dried off
what else can i do???

CAN i Cry?!?!?!?!?!?!

i miss you 6.28

looks warmth

2010-06-07T04:51:00.001-07:00

how romance
a old couple loving each other
the way of old man looking at the beloved one
how gentle
how steady
the way of the old lady looking at the action from the beloved one
how touch
how satisfying

how lovely are they
how much love they giving to each other

i wish i can have this kind of love

a simple one BUT it's meaningful and Wonderful

a simple action
HOLDING each other hand
with wholly love
can actually touch me N i appreciate it

now
my hand is free
and my hand feel cold
i lost his hand
my hand will no longer feel warmth

I miss you 6.28

A random one

2010-06-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

此刻的我
没做什么
就静静的面对电脑
听着一首歌
重复得听
心情特别的平静
脑袋特别的空
我喜欢这样的感觉
不说话
不乱想
不笑
不哭
就傻傻的看着电脑

平时伪装的笑容，放下了

就想一个人静一静
不需要安慰
不需要开解

我爱沉思
但这让我好累

不管怎样

明天..
新的一天

放下不开心
继续的生活

为来临的考试加油

I miss U 6.28

chemistry chemistry....UUUAlLalla

2010-06-02T08:23:00.001-07:00

guess what....i have drag myself in chemistry for few hours just now...
and i m damn tired right now

what i have learnt:
1.weak H-X bond -> strong acid->donate proton H+ easily
2.what effect the strength of H-X bond
- degree of overlap, greater the overlap,stronger the bond
-polarity of the bond, non-polar bond, weak bond->strong acid
3.what effect the degree of overlapping
- the size of the atoms
4.intermolecular forces determined the physical form of ones
5.like-like dissolving
6.lewis acid: electron pair acceptor
7.lewis base: electron pair donor
8.bronsted acid: proton donor
9.bronsted acid:proton acceptor
10.high ionisation energy,high electron affinity->hing electronegativity
11.group 14 properties
12.transition metals, 5 d-orbitals-> degenerate(same energy)
stereoisomerism: geometric, optical
13. photon absorbed, colour produced
14.weak electric field, weak splitting energy,lower energy absorb, longer wavelength.low spin,min number of unpair electrons splitting energy>paring energy

i know this is such a useless post...juz treat it as part of my revision section ba..haha
exam is coming real soon........aiyoyoyo
still hv quite a lot to study
howhowhow...haizzzzz

ANYWHERE! exam...SO WHAT..haha

Emo??!?!

2010-05-22T08:06:00.001-07:00

who am i?!?! keep asking myself this silly thing
i m damn stress now
hv lot lot lot of things Qing up to me

didnt get enuf sleep everyday!
assignments keep coming!
something turn up unsuccessful!
meet those irresponsible N not cooperative person!
this is not my year! ABSOLUTELY!

my LUCK turns down after breaking with him
allllll bad things came toward me in a sudden
my heart is getting tired

I need a shoulder to lie on
I need a hand to hold on

BUT...i lost his shoulder N hand

pretending that i m okay,i m fine
but..actually,i m not good
pretending that i don cares
but...actually,i m damn cares of him
pretending that i m given up
but...actually,i m not giving up
pretending that i hate him
but...actually,i don hate him
pretending to smile
but....actually,it's fake..i m juz pretended

frankly saying, i m damn sad, till now,i cant really get myself free from it
I m sad..i cried
BUT...i told myself that i cant cont be like this
sooo....i try vy best of finding a balanced pt btw study and love
i cant make sadness overtake study
this is a vy hard task for me

sometime, i juz cried while reading
sometime, i juz cried on the bus
sometime,i juz cried while listening to the music
sometime,i juz cried when all the memories flashed back in my mind
sometime,i juz cried when looking at the photos
sometime,i juz cried when i m thinking of him
sometime,i juz cried........

who will know my feeling?!
instead of telling ppl my feeling, I feel more likely not to talk about this
no one can know my feeling
N they will never know,unless they experienced

one fren i feel really tahnkful to....tbf
he is the only one i talked to when i felt really depressive and domed
he knew my feeling, and he gave me quite lot of advises
he comfort me...he gave me confident when i felt like to gv up
really thank to him

exam is coming~
i have finished revise biology
i will start to revise chemistry next week
wish everything will go smooth

i hv lost my mind since i lost him...............

WOWO..EXAm

2010-05-19T08:05:00.000-07:00

STRESS!! EXam Is Dragging Me in To a big Deep hole whiCh full of water
I can hardly breath

things struggle me NOW
- medicine design (worth 30% toward final)
-biopharm. debate on next wednesday

the happy things are
-LAST chemistry and bio practical on next tuesday and thursday

BUT:
maths assignment will cont give out until week 13...:( I HATE MATHS!

unbelievable that this semester is gonna end soon

lot lot lot of things happened during this semester
N i been go through a vy hard time during this period
I hv to settle myself from Love N fully concentrate on STUDY
this is a vy tough task ever
Undeniable that i can hardly make it..BUT i m trying vy best not to think anything sad

final is around the corner.
1 month left to it
4 week left

such a festival for all the uni students to panic?! depress?! workhard?! stress?! horhor~~ OR PLAY?!?!

wwatever.....

workhard! workhard! fight! fight! fight for the final~

I WILL BE BACK ON 30 JUNE!!!!! yeah^^

28th

2010-05-02T06:47:00.000-07:00

28th....
initially, it might be a date that give me joyful, blissful
and lastly, it is a date that bring me suffered and dept in hurt

i dont blame
i dont scold
i dont get angry

rather....

i m sad
i m disappointed

But.....

i still miss him
i still think of him everyday

Bcoz...

I still LOve him

days in mas 11'09-03'10 part 5~~ Leeling is back^^

2010-03-28T01:35:00.001-07:00

hehe...have a first date with leeling after she went back from aus...wohoh
having our lunch in kinshahi
we had a vy vy long chat....
don even know how many pot of tea we have drank..hoho
take 1....Smile and happy
hoho..leeling punya camera....
frenship is always simple...
chitchat-ing, fun-ing....i love the moment we meet...^^yahoo
good pose leeling...with her camera...haha
after a long hrs of lunch....
we decided to call robin out....
and we r waiting for him in starbucks....

robin are calling shan out.........
he is instead,,,,,gonna drive along to kota and bring her out...wahaha.....pity robin! but hv fun!^^
yes~ initially we gonna hv our Own dinner d...
but...robin 's parent are toooo generous liao
they wanna treat us a dinner at danga bay
felt soo paiseh
2 super tall girls with a super short girl TT

and.........this was a vy fun and memorable day....
with laugh and with smile

thank you anti and ange for treating us such Expensive dinner....^^

yahoo

Easter~ ^^

2010-03-27T03:14:00.001-07:00

Easter day is coming...wohoho
next friday will be a good Friday^^ hoho

my sis bought me and 3rd sis a super duper big easter egg..wahah....
yoyo..happy easter! easter holiday start from next friday...
and my mid term break is coming too....
soo happy!
a continuous holiday from easter holiday....yahooOoo
apprx. 3 weeks holiday in total!
Egg
Lindt"s chocolate...bought for the ppl in Ocf...
will gv everyone of them next week meeting...
Happi Easter...
wish everyone.......the earth.... hv a happy day^^

keep caLm and CArry On^^

2010-03-25T03:23:00.000-07:00

Oh ya! as my pic above!
KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON!
just finished all the tasks on hand for this week!woootwooot

in order to make ur study successfully
peepsss....u muz keep calm, think calm
don mess urself up! this is Important!! seriously!

why am i soo free typing my bloggie now?!
bcoz.....since it was a whole day of tiring study, and homework-ing.....
by fact, i should hv a good rest n regain my brain cells......
bla bla bla....nonsenses!

when u are stack on the question
don pekcek...
calm down calm down......
listen to the music.....or instead....watching a drama.....
after all....JUst carry on ur works...

Yes! this is my way of studying......

BUT, don think that i cant work effectively.....

hehe...i CAN work vy effectively.....and i don like to make my works until last minutes
i muz complete my works efficiently...i will probably set a date line for myself...
that why i m sooooooo angry with my partner of the presentation..!
OK! don talk about the sad thing!

So, guys....Don messed up urself from the study or coursework....

and remember! Kampongting is ALWAYS support you^^muackkkkzzzzz

Northen light 2010

2010-03-24T06:39:00.001-07:00

My School.Mitchell Building..nice?!

hehe...part of adelaide festival 2010
Northen light along north terrace road....
Nice and fantastic light designs on the wall of the BUilding.....
adelaide Uni-elder hall

the graphic will change alternatively on the way....
the theme of this yr is about Flower...sooo we can see all those flower graphic on the building..
takes 2..... the wall is changing the graphic.....
takes 3......again..changing.....
takes 4........
hehe.....i hv nth to talk about....eeeee
let's enjoy the pics.....hoho
i m not yet been there......all these pics are sourced from my frenss.....hehe! well done!

BUt, i think i might go there this weekend..hoho....

this post is totally useless....hope u guys enjooys ya...

ohhya...i will then update "day in mas".......do u guys follow..hehe^^

such a nite

2010-03-21T08:38:00.000-07:00

睡不着的一晚

头脑又想一些有的没有的

出国读书，会后悔吗？

这个问题，真的很难回答

我是个非常粘家的人
我可以每天待在家，无所事事
我喜欢粘着我父母
我喜欢跟他们一起睡觉

爸爸说我长大了
但我都会说" 我还小"

喜欢抱着爸爸，亲爸爸的脸，作弄爸爸
喜欢赖着妈妈，跟妈妈聊天，烦着妈妈

喜欢睡在他们中间
就像在妈妈肚子里的胚胎
得到真实的温暖，我也睡得特别安稳

出国后，才发现，我不能没有他们
睡觉时都会想着他们

有人误会是因为我不喜欢adelaide...

但是正确说来，应该是说，我不喜欢在国外的日子

朋友是很多，知心的又有几个

现在的我，低潮期过了....但是说开心嘛....又不至于，倒不是不开心

我只想好好的读书....尽全力的读

爸爸工作那么辛苦

弟弟明年又要出国读书了
到时就有3个孩子在国外求学了
爸爸的压力又加重了
所以我为一能做的就是努力读书，不要不及格~哈哈

但是，在想想
弟弟明年出来了，家里就变得更加冷清了
一个8人饭桌，就剩下爸爸，妈妈
想起来，真的很伤心
很想回去陪他们
但是又何奈.......

朋友们，别担心我
我ok的~
我会做好我的本分
而我，不后悔我的选择
能过有机会在国外年书，真的很难的
也是我的福份
我会好好珍惜

Our life is sooo wonderful^^

days in mas 11'09-03'10 part 4~~PEong^^

2010-03-20T01:12:00.001-07:00

yes!!definitely hv to hang out with peong la...
peong is my best ever fren! best ever sister!
nth we cant talk!
again!! high tea! we had our hightea in roibo~~~
2 cups of roibo worth 4 hrs of chat! wahha...worthy worthy!
we chat a lot lot......and non stop!
take 1...
me and peong! talk to her hv a sense of secure oo

soo shy! 2nd time took pic in the ladies~
and.....i thanks god that letting me get know of her......
giving me a soul mate....giving me a fren like her...^^

I miss YOU

days in mas 11'09-03'10 part 3~Korean BbQ,Danga Bay^^

2010-03-20T00:49:00.001-07:00

woHoHo~ that was the other day of outing!!!!!! i m sooooooooo happy!
bcoz this was our 5B small small gathering!!!
intially, leeling, chupin,shini,yonghchen,yuhchinq,michelle and me met at jusco........
then we don know where to go....
and von halfway joining us......soo we decided went pelangi and had a korean Bbq....
we have total of 2 cars.......that was our journey~~hehe
in the restaurant~~~~ of course..pictures pictures~~
Von are pretty that day...bcoz she put her family aeroplane..wahahah~~~
she waas initally gonna have dinner with her family, but! she out aeroplane to her family,and came with us..wahha
oH no!! our Boss..ROBin Seet~

nice nice!!!!!! yummy!
what am i doing! and mic's super pro canon capture this!!!wooHo
FaMIlY!
Takes 2
68=(2x3)8=double38...wahhaa= chunPin!

girlss....smile!
after Bbq....we went to danga bay!!!! cycling!! wHho..healthy

2 cars!
we are enjoying the moment we spent together!

oPS! sorry ....a sudden capture!
again!! friendship forever!!!^^

days in mas 11'09-03'10 part 2~~~ KIte kite^^

2010-03-20T00:34:00.001-07:00

yeah~ that was the other day hang out with von,peishan and me.....
but shan only come for awhile....
bcoz,the role characters today were cannie and shini...
yaya...we have been such a long time didnt meet up le...sooo we grabbed a good chance!
we have our high tea at "mo li dian zi"...
the bubble tea there is quite special.......but the bubble there is not nice enuf..hehe
hehe..cannie and shini are still the same.....nth change much........
me and von...
after meeting cannie and shini......von and i decided to play kite.....
Vanue: her house.......

and i tot we r gonna play a small kite..BUT>......
the kite is soo big that i can imagine....!
..............

we put lot of hardship!!!!
resting.......
our hands are sooo pain!!!! the wind was sooooooooooooo strong!
the rope has resornance!
wahaha..finally....our kite in the skkyyy~~
time toooo roll back the rope.! it was a terrible work ever!!!!!!!! vonchew...i never kite-ing AGAIN!!
yeah~~~~we spend around 2 hrs!
tired! and painful!!!!! wuwu
but had a wonderful experience!!! yeahyeah^^

days in mas 11'09-03'10 part 1~JUSco JusCo!

2010-03-20T00:21:00.001-07:00

out with qunleong,funyew,von at jusco......
had a short high tea in "huan xi di".....
it was a vy good moment....we had a vy nice chat.......

remember, we ordered a cup of ICe cube.....
then von keep adding ice in her drink.....so that her drink is always full...wahaha
Smile face produced By teh Qun leong...
after high tea, von and me go jalan jalan...then to hariss....and.............
at the end we took silly picture.....
I m ROCkkkKkKkk....THe ROcKKKk....wahh
siLlY picture......but i like this!^^
after that, we met michelle and qiaoxin out for dinner...
we went for japanese BbQ......
qiaoxin....what r u doing!??!?! are you hot?!?!?!? sexyyy baby
and last.......we had a great dinner....we chat until 12 midnight....
girls talk...hehe

i drive back alone...soo scary on the way home==

BUT..i had a great day with u guys...^^

life in adelaide is started

2010-03-18T05:04:00.000-07:00

回到adelaide已经有3个星期了
慢慢适应了
刚到的时候，真的很忧郁，超级想家

现在，学业也进入了状况
功课也越来越多
我也越来越忙

最近有一件事情让我很伤心

要怎么说呢

就人与人的相处之道吧

我没人可以说，只好在这里说，但是又不能明说

我只希望

她会相通............

没那么简单

2010-02-24T07:09:00.001-08:00

想要潇洒，但又潇洒不起
但这次，我真的不能那么自私
我不能任性
我不能不管他

失望，伤心
当然是有
毕竟
我等了那么久
期待了那么久

是我自己提起的
该死的眼泪还是流了出来

真的很讨厌我自己

我要忍耐！

为了他

2010-01-14T01:58:00.000-08:00

been neglected my blog quite long times
it is because, my current life, in malaysia...is wonderful
without worries,without all those stressfulness,without Books,without assignments
frankly speaking, i don wish to go back to australia
feel irritating once i am thinking of adelaide!
don really know how to express all these feeling out
for those who know me....u should know....hehe~

going to melacca next saturday
with yuhchinq
i believe that.....this must be a awesome trip ever

leeling is back to malaysia soon.
wish we can meet up

CNY is coming soon
have neither excited nor dislike toward this festival
the main reason is.....this might be a bored CNY that i had never ever experiences b4
3 of my sisters is away for study, for work
left only my little bro and me
nvm...still appreciate the time the whole family gather together

ookay...should stop here...

yuhchinq

2009-12-08T06:19:00.000-08:00

i m back....i m damn lazy to update my blog
is back home....like to stay at home

of course, had a great date with yuhchinq
we hold hand by hand, walked side by side, talking fun...
a happi moment we always did
a qualitative date is far more important and meaningful than a quantitative date
this is what yuhchinq said to me
doesnt matter how long is the date is, how long we can meet
even it is juz a 2 hrs date
as long as we enjoy it,we appreciate it...
it will be a Wonderful date
love to be with you
and...............

i love you^^

back!

2009-11-20T04:48:00.000-08:00

has finally finished my exam
frankly speaking, not really did well
and quite disappointed

my room has finally been tidied up...
bcoz i din do my cleaning for almost 1 months
due to the buzy study.......

haha~my lovely bed.... ! this is actually a useless blog la.....
don know wat to post of....so......hehe

and i m damn down and sad now
bcoz my aunt is pass away
i always worry of her
she worked day and night
hardly hv the chance to rest
she worried lot lot of the things...
her son, her daughter, her grand children, and money
BUT...she is really a nice person
she is vy kind......
and i like to be with her......bcoz she always shown her concern on me
she is such a good person
but...she left us now...and forever
i will always remember her......the lovely her.........

seriously in sluck

2009-11-14T18:11:00.000-08:00

okok~ 2 more papers to go
which is on coming monday and tuesday
i been staying at home from last tuesday till now!!!!!!! ( had went for tea lar) i gonna explode sooner or later...
i wish to go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go for a walk in city!!!!!!!!
but i know..i cant..
exam is much significant NOW.....
dear god....
anyway... juz for only these 2 days
suffer for another 2 days...
i will officially in holidays mode!
don care about the outcome of the result~~
don care don care!!!!!
finish my last paper on tuesday..
of course... do date frens out for a super delicious lunch without any worries of study!! JUST eat!

will get back to my beloved malaysia on thurday~
peeps in malaysia.... ahha..here i m coming
let's start our happy holidays^^
will definitely date u guys out.... wahahaha

and i can feel that my lovely dad is excited of sooo looking forward to the date i depart in singapore..
he decided to reserved the japanese buffet in suntec city..... but vy vy luckily...... he ended out decide to go for "tio chew" cuisine....
but i still feel vy happi la.. bcoz can see my aunt and auncle...cousins...sister..and parent...and my crazy brother...

wohohoho~~~~ should stop my hand now
continue to study...^^
fighting fighting....!!

my achievement for these 4 months in adelaide

2009-11-08T22:58:00.000-08:00

shopping~ most girls like to shopping...
everytime b4 went out with my sister...i swear to myself that i can only window shopping...i cant buy anything!
but~ everytime ended up with achievement
the clothes shown above is my MAJOR achievementss....
all this clothes are considered vy costly....
doenst included the small small one...haha
i like the jean.... the cutting is nice..can cover up my extremely BIG leg.. i also like the skirt beside it...i wore it quite frequent....
can see the colourful shirt b4 my short pant?
i like this short vy much! i cost 100aus...BUT...i cant tahan..haha..bought it~ but it quality is damn good... good for those who live in malaysia....^^
the white skirt is another style...i bough it bcoz it is vy convenient to wear....not heavy... as some clothes are vy heavy to wear....

haha~ this is juz a part of my achievements..cant really sshow all of them out......

beside..due to my small size of my foot.... i m hardly buy a pair of shoe in malaysia... BUT..i can find shoe with size 35 here....good!
of course...i will straight buy them once i saw those which i like...
soo ended up 5 pairs of shoe i bought in total~ haha.. can slow slow wear liao~....

haiz..shopping is killing me~ but i hardly cut down the frequent of going for a shop~~ whahaa..

kk..la..off to study now..BYEBYE

a relaxable YET wasteful weekend

2009-11-08T03:21:00.001-08:00

exam is coming
have maths paper on tuesday, even though i hv already revise my maths, but i m not suppose to do nth during my weekend...i suppose to study at home!
anywhere... i spent my weekend vy wasteful!

the weather makes me vy pekcek.... sooo i don feel like study on saturday....the whole day! i juz spent my whole saturday on drama! soo shit!

okay~ today....... to weather is damn HOT!!!!!! and my room is super hot ! PLUS..my sis called me out for lunch.....sooo...again!!!! i spent my day today for shopping!!!!
i bought a skirt...a jean and a shoe!!!! soo shit!!!!! spent lot of money today!!!!

tomoro! hv to wake up early!!! continue to study my maths then process engineering..... haizzz

feeling soooooo guilty of spending my weekend in a vy vy vy wasteful way... sorry dad and mum..... :(

Eggless cafe

2009-10-31T03:15:00.001-07:00

yaya~ another entry for today
i juz discovered there is such a good cafe near by my house
its named Eggless cafe
all the dessert here are make without using any single Egg
do u guy believe it!?
we had tried their greentea cake...
it's yummy!!!! really............
and i like the interior design.......
the boss here is a malaysian....so..yeah....
the theme of cafe is most likely a malaysia style cafe....
i like the environment there......
relaxing!

yaya..juz want to share my favourite cafe to u guys la..haha
nth special......^^

today..

2009-10-31T03:02:00.000-07:00

swot vac is begin~ still left a 1000 words essay to go..
due on monday..
i planned to do it today..but..don know why...is quite tired today, and moody from doing everything....sooo..yea...doing nth today

sooo......took a self took today...haha
see...the books behind me...yea~ i used to be hard working b4...BUT..not today :(
yeah... yesterday is my last attended to ocf of this year...
i m not going to ocf next week onward
bcoz, i hv to concentrate on study...

sooo...yeah...see u guys nex year^^

the little paper is the blessing from ocfer...
good luck in my exam! ^^

yeah! i will word hard.......

~~~[[K@mPOngTinG}}~~~ ^o*